This article was originally published on dancearchives.net.

Often dancers feel the need to show happiness, to smile. It is syndrome we have adopted from popular culture “one should be happy”. Of course, in dance, there is a theatrical aspect to it all and part of theatre is an illusion. Have we gone too far, nevertheless?

I think it is important to look at happiness as one of many moods which include melancholy, fear and insecurity. It is much more interesting to witness and feel the changing moods in the other than it is to watch this fake happiness.

Don’t we often feel lonely when we are with others or watching dancers? Lonely because real meeting cannot take place when we come up against a wall of pretense.

I would encourage meeting in a direct, honest interpersonal relationship with both your partner and the audience which involves your whole being. Not smiling only as an object or a means to a goal.

The fear of being in real contact is the fear of intimacy. Intimacy requires self-reflection of the “in-to-me-I-see” variety.

The smile may hide many complex feelings: fear, sadness, anger, resentment and melancholic ambiguity. Often the pretender doesn’t even know he is pretending. Meeting on an intimate level with the other one has to state and accept the impermanence of life. It means showing not only happiness but also revealing one’s deep self in front of the other. It is about creating a shared reality.

Genuine intimacy requires dialogue, transparency, vulnerability, and reciprocity. In dance and life, it is the activity of intimating (making known).

Showing the glitz and glam of fake happiness does not fulfill the self and the other but creates separateness, detachment, and objectification. Showing the truth of oneself in revealing the whole self creates intimacy and realness in sharing in art and in life. 

The beauty of real meeting is like an aesthetic experience: nothing beyond the meeting is desired, the experience cannot be replicated and is felt as an end-in-itself.

The experience involves an appreciation of and a respect for the reality of the other and the self in all its complexity. Dance then reveals more than just the dance. Dance becomes a self-portrait of the artist or as Martin puts it to “externalize personal authentic experience”.

You can read another article by Ruud Vermeij on Aesthetic expression here.

Photography: Brooklyn Dancesport Club